Help Me

My days are long

My dreams are gone

My tears are dry

I only know how to cry

My mind is shaking

My heart is breaking

Can someone repair me

And love me for all that they see

Is someone out there

That would even think to dare

And try to repair

Me

The one I have become to be

Goodbye

Look around and what do you see?

I see no one left to fight for me

They have dissapeared and gone

Left with no note of so long

Now I stand here and fight

The dark is closing in on my light

The pain getting stronger

The fight getting longer

I guess I am alone

To fight this battle on my own

I will not accept defeat

I will not bow down to their feet

I will fight till the end

And my heart I will defend

So I guess this is goodbye my dear

Please go on without me and do not live in fear

Why Me?

Dripping off my arm

Only myself to harm

All the stains bloody red

Covering my floor and my bed

Can anyone hear

All my screams of fear

Pouring out of me

Like a bloody sea

The clock ticking down

Soon there will be no sound

Only the silence of the dead

Because all the pain was left unsaid

Pain from a lover

Where does my heart stand with you?

All the pain inside but you have no clue

The razor starts to burn

Your love is the only thing I earn

My veins will run dry

There will be no one left to cry

It is to late to regret

My heart won't forget

You destroyed me

So I could clearly see

I am not worth anything at all

And that I am just meant to fall